Cold plunge thoughts.

I just spent the last hour arguing with myself, justifying why I should stay

in bed and not get up and do this.

I lost that argument, or I won that argument.

It's funny how something can seem really important to one moment and then be

totally justifiable and not doing anything the next moment. That's pretty powerful.

We've had a really productive week so far this week.

I've started planning out my day and getting things organized.

Never been good at that. I've always been a fly-by-the-seat-in-my-pants kind of person.

But it's feeling good to do some planning this week.

It's still hard and I don't really like it, but I also feel like it's something

that if I do it, then I'm going to be more successful in the long run.

At least I hope so. I mean like everybody else I'm just trying to figure this out.

One thing I learned pretty early on is that everybody's just trying to figure it out.

Everybody's just doing the best they can, struggling, dealing with their own challenges,

not being perfect, just pushing

through as much as best they can every day and you know what that's okay because

that's really all you can do every day or whatever you put forth really is your best in the moment.